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He loves her more than anything.
She feels neglected and toyed.
She doesn't see that he's the right one for her.
Only anger blinds her eyes.
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She wants to forget about the past.
She wants to focus on the now.
But anger and jealousy consumes her.
She doesn't see that he loves only her.
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♥ Dinks
SINCE 2OO8 STARTED HAVE YOU?... ♥ Dinks
- Had your birthday;
.yup... 01/26/87
- Been to church;
.a few times, but not religiously.
- Had someone close to you pass away;
.no not yet... knock on wood!
- Pulled an all-nighter:
.yes pulled quite a few this semester...
- Drank Tim Hortons:
.nope but i miss that tim horton's french vanilla cappuccino mix my mom had.
- Gone to the movies;
.not yet.but planning to soon.
-Been to the beach;
.nope but i really really want to. but not to expose my belly flub.
- Bought something over $100;
.yes stupid haircut. oh yea i'll show you soon. my mind is going crazy but im not ready to let you in yet.
- Been out of your home town;
.yep right after the new year i went back to prison... skool.
- Thought about moving;
.yup i have to pack my stuff im moving to my new place this weekend.
In The Past Month...
- Slept in a friend's bed?
.yes Don's. bad night. long story.
- Snuck someone over?
.snuck someone over to fran's place? uh yea but he always finds out.
- Snuck out of your own house?
.my dorm is practically nonexistent. i live with fran.
- Been to a bar?
.yes cuz im LEGAL.
- Been called a whore?
.no but felt like one. felt like someone called me one... practically.
- Drove somewhere
.yea at the beginning of the year. i yearn to be behind the wheel.
- Done something you regret
.oh yes. a few of those. and a few things im glad never happened or else i would have regretted it forever.
- Drank alcohol
.oh yea oD'ed on R-OH
Last...
- Thing you bought
.groceries at Trader Joe's. Powerade @ CVS.
- Person you hugged
.Fran.
- Person to call you
.Mom.
- Person who sent you a message
.Cha.
- Time you took a bubble bath;
.Long time ago. but i've soaked in the tub last week.
- Time you felt stupid
.I've been feeling quite stupid lately.
- Person you yelled at
.Fran.
- Person to make you smile
.Fran.
- Person to have a serious conversation with
.A Friend Who Shall Remain Anonymous.
-Time you cried
.I don't know if I cried last week or else the last time was probably the week before.
- Song you listened to
.I have no idea to tell you the truth. Some tagalog song though.
- If someone looked on your bed what would they find?
.Fran and his Macbaby. on my dorm bed, Sheets and Papers.
-Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
.Fran & Kaye probably.
- Who were the last people to lay in a bed with you?
.Fran. Only...
- Sleep on your back or stomach?
.Sometimes on my side or on my back.
- Are you a cuddler?
.Yes but iono about lately too much is not too good for me. but i Love Cuddling.
- What do you think about before you go to bed?
.lately things i shouldn't be thinking about.
- What would someone find UNDER your bed?
.uh boxes books random junk. frans bed nothing.
- Something that happened today that made you angry?
.i woke up late so now i have lil time to pack. i am sick. i spilled some boiling water on my hand.
- What will you do after the survey?
.lay down with fran. then try to pack.
- Last really funny thing you laughed at?
.iono but it was prolly something really stupid cuz i love to laugh at completely not so funny things.
- Do you sing?
.Correction. i karaoke.
- Who will you see the most this weekend besides family?
.#1 it is the weekend. #2 i won't see my family. #3 Fran and Kaye.
- Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
.Usually talk about my feelings. I believe in talking about my feelings. Unless they will hurt someone then I don't like to talk about it.
- Is there something you regret and wish you could take back?
.oh yes. but nothing i'd like to share here.
- First thing you do when you wake up?
.Look at the clock. Fall back asleep.
- Is there a meaning behind the song on your myspace?
.don't gots one.
- When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
.oh yes, i doze off til my next alarm goes off.
- What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
.going home to Cali with my mom. relaxing. finding a job?
- It's midnight, who are you texting?
.prolly one of my friends from skool about crepes.
- What was your first thought this morning?
. what time is it. it's mother's day. i wonder if my mom got my thingy i sent here yet.
- Would you rather talk on the phone or chat in IM?
.i would rather chat on aim. but i prefer in person more.
- Are you in a bad mood?
.yea cuz im sick and miserable.
- Do you actually believe in perfection?
.no, but i used to wish i was perfect.
- When was the last time you slept on the floor?
.i can't remember. prolly over break? or if not i have no idea.
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Then of course Mindless Ramblings....
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I'm sorry for the lack of updates lately... [i've been pretty depressed...]
Hope you ENJOY the V-log [behind the Cut].
I'm Soo Sleepy...
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♥ Dinks
[♥ Read more...]The greatest irony of love; He keeps promising me the same things, then lying to me about it. [i promise i haven't looked at p0rn...] BULLSHIT! I HATE what he does and find it absolutely revolting and disgusting. It makes me feel bad [about myself]. This is sooo FUCKed UP! No Girl should feel like this [like they're not good enough]. I already have a lot of insecurities and issues, and he does NOT need to be adding to them. [Francis: you really need to get over all your petty insecurities one day...] how can i if you keep adding to why I am insecure!??! I hate myself. Time for me to starve, FATass! ♥ Dinks
loving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right
and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life...
and sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that
they will never be yours again...
for some, they think that letting go is one way
of expressing how much they love that person...
in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love
being held by someone else...
most relationships tend to fail not because
the absence of love. love is always present.
it's just that one was being loved too much and the
other was being loved too little...
as we all know that the heart is the center of the body
but it beats on the left.
maybe that's the reason
why the heart is not always right...
most often we fall in love with the person we think we love
but to only discover that for them
we are just for passing time.
while the one who truly
loves us remains either a friend or a stranger...
so here's a piece of advice;
let go when you're hurting too much.
give up when love isn't enough.
and move on when things are not like before...
For sure there is someone out there
who will love you even more...
I am so pissed off and bitter with my [contemplating whether should be EX] boyfriend right now.
